saxophone, synth, steel drums & piano.
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There’s this guy. He likes me. It’s annoying. He is clingy. He pops up every couple of months or so to say ‘hi, let’s go for a drink’. I’ve said no. To be honest I don’t want advice. I just want to vent: LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.
I think I’ve forgotten one of the primary purposes of this blog; to write, about things. It’s been a while (other than my piece on career change a couple of weeks ago), but I’ve come to realise I should do it more.
Not necessarily for ‘practise’ as it says in my bio… it’s maybe 4 years since I started this blog and I’m far passed the stage of wanting to become a professional writer. In fact I got over that maybe a year in getting into the industry.
It’s more to do with keeping my sanity.
I read somewhere recently,
"People are experiencing emotions all the time - they are human beings. To say ‘we don’t do emotion’ is like saying ‘we don’t do humans’… if people lock it away it has to leak out somewhere. When we are emotionally regulated we can express our feelings without it being messy or inappropriate."
I basically don’t want to go psycho or develop schizophrenia and if this form of emotional outlet can be the place of prevention, then so be it.
The fact it’s public… that may have to change. I don’t like that at all.